Teamwork
Another rap across the knuckles for not keeping the journal up to date. It's not like there's so much going on that you can't find the time, it's just that, as yet, the ritual, or the habit of contributing to the journal has. not bedded in.
Unlike meditation, which is kept to religiously (non-pun intended), with its own time, and place, and purpose. Maybe that's what's missing here, a purpose; should it be something to look back on in my dotage.
Or does it need to be more of a here and now purpose; perhaps to make me smile, or at least to be questioned about what would make me smile. Maybe I could make it a question and answer visitation.
Along the lines of: what did you have for breakfast, or do you want a coffee, or how does that video look now with the music added. To which I would reply: bacon and eggs, with a slice of brown toast, buttered; yes I would like a coffee; I think the music helps, even if it isn't my own.
But then to tell you snippets of news, such as yesterday's session of Goethean Psychotherapy, which no doubt influenced the opening images of this morning's meditation; red markings on black background, coming from the red straightjacket clamped around my head, for those of you who need the detail.
The poem is now a video poem on YouTube:
If Not Used
Tonight, not quite
As darkness falls
The frost not thawed
Or if thawed
The frost re-frosted
The bronze
The marble
The tin and tambourine
Land of winter’s
Silver screen
The thoughts
Not thawed
Or if thawed
Thoughts re-thought
Soldiers, statues, fields
Of fallen clay
Tomorrow
Not quite
More any other day
As darkness falls
Ammunition
Unused
If not used
At least you tried
Or did you lie
The iron
The stone
The crimson
Canteen
Lost land of winter’s
Mist on mean
Chords of electric
Wire, unused
If not used
At least you plied
Or did you
Simply deny